ma vie en rose

ma vie en rose by dbparker

…a return to the source code of a life interrupted, adventures and recollections of a new girl in an old town

singer/songwriter – artist/filmmaker – finally transitioning in my fifties after decades of denial despair and defeat feels like a wonderful return to the source code, i knew who i was at a very young age but there were no Mermaids in the 70s, just conversion therapy and ‘man up’ conversations. Well i tried, but not very well, living (at least) a double life left me only a filtered connection with consensus reality, pouring my energies instead into worlds of my own making. Now with the filters off, i am writing my first book, and recording my first ‘solo’ album…

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